
From 'Sitting Buddha' by R.M. Daishin Morgan When sitting, just sit; when working, just work. In other words, keeping
your mind with what you are doing is the key. This is often referred to as
mindfulness training. It can gradually encompass all your activities. You
can only do working meditation if you are prepared to totally do what you
are doing. If it is good to do, then it is worth putting your whole being
into it; if it is not good to do, then don`t do it. This is the key to a full life.
However, as in formal meditation, don`t try and be aware of yourself being
mindful. Notice that if you do that, you are trying to be two people - the
one who is working and the one who is watching the worker. I find it is
best to assume you are meditating, whatever you are doing, unless you see
that you are not, in which case bring yourself back to the job in hand. It
is easiest to learn this doing simple things - walking to work, cleaning
round the house or weeding the garden.If you get very scattered, it helps
to stop for a moment and stand or sit still using the method for grounding
yourself described in chapter two. Don't get cross and scold yourself; that
only adds to the problem. When you notice that your mind is wandering,
you have already come back to your self. At that moment, the key is to be
willing to let go of whatever you are thinking about and be with the job
in hand. It is a fallacy to believe that repetitive jobs are made easier by
being somewhere else in your mind. All that does is take away your life.
You can help yourself enormously by doing only one thing at a time. Turn
the radio off when you are reading or eating; when listening to music, give
it your whole attention, don't use it as an anaesthetic. Repetitive work is
a particularly valuable meditation practice. Although you may have ten
things needing doing, you can only ever do one at a time, even if you move
between different jobs very quickly.
It helps to guard your senses to some extent. For example, when
standing at the checkout in a supermarket, don't let your mind glaze over;
keep your attention focused. You may notice the magazine racks and their
headlines - they are deliberately designed to distract you - but you don't
have to play the game. It is a very good place to do standing meditation.
Keeping your mind on what you are doing applies to enjoyable activities
as much as to anything else. It is good to enjoy things. The life of
practice involves dedicating oneself to the good of all beings, and we need
to remember that we are one of these beings. If we don't take care of ourselves,
it is all the harder to keep going. Some time to relax and renew helps
to fulfil our purpose. Zazen should increase our ability to enjoy whatever
opportunities life presents.
Interacting with others is a vital part of training. It is the place where
we can see ourselves in a way that we may never succeed in doing if we
only sit in meditation. It reveals all those elements of the self that need
working on more directly than almost anything else. So don't be so stiff
you cannot enjoy a joke with your colleagues. We are far more visible than
we often imagine, yet we try to cultivate a front that hardly fools anybody.
There is a huge relief that comes as we begin to let some of this go. "Sitting Buddha"
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